low self esteem

Robin told me earlier yesterday that he found me lately have been blogging posts that is so unlike my style~ in the end, he interpreted that "maybe Cherish is facing a period of low self esteem" so that is why I have been blogging a lot of these posts. (i.e.: posts including men magnet, 15 universal truths about men, etc)

NO~ I have no problem whatsoever with my self esteem. ^^ it's just that I realised people are more attracted in reading posts with lots of bright, alluring pictures, fancy posts, short and easy to understand kinda posts and all~ hence, i went along with the flow.
kinda lost my identity eh? well.. yes, perhaps. ha ha

i actually like blogging posts that stimulates more thinking. but then, i never get as much as a single comment on any post of the kind.. i felt discouraged sometimes. In addition, there's another reason why i kept blogging the so-called "easy posts"~ i have been really occupied lately! lots to think over, but not some really "deep" "stimulating" thinking.. it's more like... "how to do this assignment" "how to present this the best way" "any new ideas for my sketch work book"... LOL~ yes, UCSI has been keeping me busy. Can't complain though, this is campus life. ^^

so..... yeah~ i have enough self confidence~~~ ^_______^ i know my self worth and i believe I deserve the best I can get. =)