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my ever so supportive mother! <3 div="">

happy mother's day

happy Mother's Day! :)

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on this day, I would give my mom a really tight embrace and hug.
a WARM HUG is what we all need to feel loved.
though I never hesitate to hug my mom whenever I feel like showing my love for her, I know she would still love it if I show her my love on MAMA day.
because she knows so well that a hug from me is enough to show and tell her: I LOVE MAMA! :)
nothing material, nothing out of the ordinary, it all comes from a HUG.

i am grateful that i am still be able to blessed with my mom's motherly love.
grateful that the brain tumour's comeback for the third time hasn't really affected my mom emotionally, so is ours.
the last time we checked with the doctors, the tumour is under control.
please bless my mom for the many years to come.
i love you. mama. xD

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Happy MAMA's Day! hehe

抒发情感 之 一

人生之途 总不会太平坦

想战胜一切挫折 得提起勇气面对为佳

来个深深的吸气

希望能让我的心。。。

静如止水

也希望我外表上的乐观可以为您带来欢笑。

为您抹去脸上、心上的惆怅

别为我担心

我绝不会让您看见我流下一滴眼泪。

i am stronger than i thought *pray*

i don't know why i can still manage to type right now but i guess i am stronger than i thought.

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my mom went for her regular checkup this morning and came back with a devastating news.

her brain tumour is found growing again.

and the doctor says that it will grow in mass due time...

so what's best is to refrain it from growing.

this is the third time my mom's tumour strikes again. but this time we are lucky that we found it early. (the first two diagnose ain't that lucky, those two tumours were super big when we found them).

it is sad that after the first tumour was removed, the second regrown rapidly in 3 months. and after 3 years, now, it starts to grow again, at the same place, pituitary adenoma, and situating exactly where the optic chiasm is.

she will be fine. I believe so.

Growing tumour in the brain where the optic chiasm is, ain't big deal.

she can go through the first two, she can definitely go through this for the third time.

i am sure she will be fine.

even if she has to go through the third operation, she will be fine.

because we will be there for her.

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even if she can't make it...

well, i am the kind of person who tend to have even the tabooed thinking.

even if eventually i can't have more time with her...

even if these 3 years is the only period that my mom managed to get back to our family after the brain tumour in 2005, i will never regret. because these 3 years have been the best time i have with my mom

*pray*

and *pray*

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she is a wonderful mother.

and she is kind.

she deserves more goodness.

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Happy Birthday to Mom!

it's my mom's 55th Birthday!! =P

wishing her the best of all wishes!

love her for being a GREAT and CUTE mom!