You'll see what appeals to you

Things changed.
a new found territory has make a big influence on my perception.
i wonder how far i would explore? how far i will go?
now that i am meddling with something that goes against what the norm think wise.
this is going to be a great adventure for me. 

on flowers and the bee- the larger meaning behind this

what's going on behind this simple yet beautiful blue flower?

a busy bee doing its job.

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at most time, we just focus on what is explicitly presented ahead of us.
therefore even if we knew life is more than the thing that we are focusing on, we wouldn't care about the others that much, because it is not as prominent.
and we have the propensity to go for the obvious, at most time, aren't we?
but if we exert a little more effort, or take a small risk and step ahead (may it be one full step, or half a step), the view would be different.
you will be amazed by the larger world that you have yet to explore.
life is not just about your own life.
it's about all others.
because our lives are interdependant.
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assignments is not everything

at least for me...
wonder why some people can nag so much on the amount of assignments.
don't get me wrong, i take my assignments seriously and i always starts early and try to have them done before deadline.
but i never see them as something that will cost me suffering or whatever. i just simply go ahead and start doing. when people complain to me, i just smile... or say something they want to hear (showing empathy and such)...
but i don't understand why people complain so much, wasting energy, while you can already start to get your brain going, putting small ideas together and finding way to handle the assignments?
it's not that hard, really. if you just put yourself to it.
complaining won't do us any good. it makes matters worst, and it always result in procrastinating.

the same theory goes to how you handle problems and hardships in life. stop complaining and be responsible and take up whatever roles u should be taking. for now, as a student. that is.

random thoughts

what i am looking for is that one second of miracle.
yes, just one second. is enough...

Distance

even a milimetre distance away..
can be so captivatingly suffocating.
i am stubborn. those that seem unreachable is always where i am heading.
wanting to get so near, and thus the distance in between became more and more materialsed as if made of cold hard rock.
communications seem hanging like a thin thread, threaten to break at any second.
as i edge nearer, everything seem to be threatening in turning into vapour.
and therefore i moved away, and then it all became foggy and an air of mystery added to the already unreachable.
getting tired of entrapping within this dilemma.
wouldn't it be easier not to care as much about everything in this world?
yes, it would. it will be less of a hassle, too.

Chosen Quotes to Share with (SEVENTEEN)

Most modern calendars mar the sweet simplicity of our lives by reminding us that each day that passes is the anniversary of some perfectly uninteresting event.
-Oscar Wilde

Irish dramatist, novelist, & poet (1854 - 1900)

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this is what we always do, setting up dates to make our lives to seem more fulfilling and packed with events.

and those events, if we take a real closer look at them, some are not that exciting and interesting as they seem.

not unless you pour meaning to the events.

it is when we pour in passion to the events in our lives that they will come alive and exciting and worth anticipating for.

circled a few dates, marked with a star or marked with some symbols that has certain meaning to you, and prepare yourself anticipating for the day to come.

may it be an outing, a date, a party, a gathering, a meeting, a tour, a trip, whatever.

live is made easier with these anticipations.

without these in our lives, it will all seem too pale, and off colour.

Chosen Quotes to Share with (FOURTEEN)

Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well.

-Josh Billings

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people sometimes lose sight of why they are doing something. Ask yourself, is this important to me? Does it makes me happy? is this what i am looking for? is this taking me a step closer to my bigger goal/ ultimate goal?

sometimes we are too immersed in the struggle to get the good cards, or taking all too seriously about whether the good cards are in hand, that we overlook the more important part of getting to know yourself well enough to play your role well. the good cards here, meaning having everything blissfully good on your side, which helps you reach your goal taking the easier path.

having good cards in hand is a plus, but do you use them well? some people comes from rich and strong background, but how did they turn out to be? they did not play their cards well. On the other hand, some people from a background not as strong who develop his/her interests/talents well, is on their way to a successful/ meaningful life.

where is your smile?

Look into the mirror,

and tell me what you can see.

Why is your complexion so dull,

and why can’t I see you smile?

Smile, my friend. As that’s when

I can see your beauty shines through.

Smile, my friend. As this is what

I like about you.

What happened to the twinkle in your eyes?

Where had it gone to?

I missed it so much,

that I am desperate to make you smile.

Look into your soul,

and find yourself from within.

Let go of the past,

and find the merriment you used to have.

Can’t you see that I genuinely

Wish you to be happy?

Can’t you see that I truly Cherish you?

Look, I am here.

to make you smile

to wipe away your tears.

Never fear, ‘coz I will never leave you behind.

But to grab hold of you,

when you lost your balance in life.