EMO

Right. CG finally here's an EMO post that you have been anticipating. LOL I do feel EMO these few days. One day I am over the moon, the other my mood sank until that low that i can hardly get myself to do anything constructive.

*sigh*
when i am EMO, I like to look at the sky and doing just that.
it brings me calmness and ease my emotions into nothingness.

more often than not, this is when i come to realise and understand some unsolved or unexplained issues.

when i am EMO, i also like to look at the stars. (if there is any)
living in the city made sure that there is absolutely lesser than 5% possibility for the stars to be visible. sometimes I can still get to count a few though... lucky enough i guess.
i like everything about galaxy/space. they never ceased to amazed me by their ongoing changes. i guess its their mysterious side that captivates me.



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15 July - 17 July (Warning: Freewriting)

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A "Date"

Received a SMS from MR. A on Monday, he asked me out as he has a day off on the next day (15 July).
It was the first time we meet after 6 months.
WELL...
it was suppose to be a date... but i kinda freaked out in the end that I brought a friend along.
HEY!! i met Mr. A when i was working part time (6 months ago) and i never really get to know him yet~ of course i will freak out! LOL

-Before the "date"-
and so i brought Mr. R along~ (credit mentioning your name here... LOL)
Maybe deep down i know i am not that into Mr. A... i mean, not very much interested... i agreed to meet him up as it is not the first time he asked me out; and secondly because we are meeting up near my campus. (i asked him to come to campus cause i don't feel like going all the way to some malls for movies and lunch...)
So me and my friend Mr. R set off from campus to the nearby Giant to meet Mr. A. When we reached there, I realised that Mr. A was not there yet, so i called him up. The freaky thing is~~~
Mr. A said he saw me and my friend came out from the main entrance of my campus and he was in his car followed us from behind all the way as we walked to Giant. WAIT. What? If he saw us, why didn't he just call me and tell me that? why FOLLOW us from behind in his car? LOL
he said by the time he wanna call me he received a msg saying to meet him there. so he did not called me to tell me he was behind us.
Errr... O.K.~~~

-During the "date"-
Mr. A was quiet all through the time we sat there chatting (so it's just me and my friend chatting).. well, I prefer a man who can talk to anyone especially my friends.. Mr. A was like... too quiet. Or perhaps he was quiet because there was another guy around? ah...that's nonsense.
After a few awkward moments, Mr. A showed me a coin and said that he has some magic tricks to show me~ and so he did. Well... Uh~ his magic trick... has certain loopholes which i did not point it out~ All the while his hand kept shaking and i take that as he was nervous as he was performing his tricks. However, i am happy to see that he made an effort~ and i thank him for that.
I guess I came across a guy who is low in self esteem when there's other guy in presence. He gotta have more self confidence, wish him luck in getting his dream girl. =)

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American Friends

Tobi is back!! I couldn't missed out the chance to meet her~~~ So i went back to NEC to meet her and another two girls (Nicole and Elisabeth) and had a fun all girls day out! LOL
Ryan VADEN was supposed to be there as well! But he was too lazy to get his butt up from the warm bed in Sunway (uncle Rodney's house) that he FFK! (FFK = decided not to come at the last minute) I haven't seen Ryan in a year and he did that to me~ boo hoo~ >
anyway, we four girls went for karaoke and WOW! the girls are like... so... CRAZY! ha ha it's in a good sense. we sung and danced and rocked the small karaoke room! ha ha~~~
I'll miss them much! thanks girls!

UCSI friends... <3

First semester is ending soon...
Here some of the friends i hang out for lunch during my first semester at UCSI.

~pretty girls~

Robin, you WERE posing. stop denying. ha ha


these two are actually posing. haha


me and some guy (Keng Sing).. ^^


yo~ who is this macho guy? haha


and this??? is Leon.. ^^


the cute and sweet and pretty Jane!

low self esteem

Robin told me earlier yesterday that he found me lately have been blogging posts that is so unlike my style~ in the end, he interpreted that "maybe Cherish is facing a period of low self esteem" so that is why I have been blogging a lot of these posts. (i.e.: posts including men magnet, 15 universal truths about men, etc)

NO~ I have no problem whatsoever with my self esteem. ^^ it's just that I realised people are more attracted in reading posts with lots of bright, alluring pictures, fancy posts, short and easy to understand kinda posts and all~ hence, i went along with the flow.
kinda lost my identity eh? well.. yes, perhaps. ha ha

i actually like blogging posts that stimulates more thinking. but then, i never get as much as a single comment on any post of the kind.. i felt discouraged sometimes. In addition, there's another reason why i kept blogging the so-called "easy posts"~ i have been really occupied lately! lots to think over, but not some really "deep" "stimulating" thinking.. it's more like... "how to do this assignment" "how to present this the best way" "any new ideas for my sketch work book"... LOL~ yes, UCSI has been keeping me busy. Can't complain though, this is campus life. ^^

so..... yeah~ i have enough self confidence~~~ ^_______^ i know my self worth and i believe I deserve the best I can get. =)

my embarassing moments (Part 1)

(part 1)
laying there with nothing much to do, my thoughts drifted back to June last year. yeap, that's when the American friends came to our college for cultural exchange.
what's more embarrassing than being mistaken of "molesting" a guy?! well, i have no idea if the guy in question misunderstood my action as an act of molesting him, which i WERE NOT, of course. I just wasn't used to hug a guy at that height! (he is really tall, mind you) so eventually my hand landed on his buttock. > < i was embarrassed~~~ very.

Through the end we sail... ^^ (warning: freewriting)

(Warning: this is a free writing post. hence the ideas might not relating to one another coz i was merely writing without stopping.)

through the end...

naturally, we all know and have accepted the fact that somehow we are sentenced to death when we first landed in this world~
we all are given chance to walk the years ahead
with all the ways we want to be,
well, not entirely.
because our culture and upbringing shaped our future~
the way we were taught and our experience since childhood shapes our character~ our perception~ and therefore, our future.
you see, where does the idea "boys should never play barbie dolls or wear dresses" comes from? why men likes cars? do you think you like cars because you born to like it? actually it is something implanted into them since they were kids.
parents buy car models, toy cars, toy pistols, toy guns, for their male children and buy barbie dolls, fluffy toys for their female children. you see what i mean?

but then...
even so, we have to believe we can achieve.
believing we can obtain some achievement no matter how hard it is..
and hey, by saying achievement,
it doesn't mean you have to get some Nobel prize or whatever prizes or titles there is~
achievements comes in all shapes and sizes.
achievements can be found around us~
it's just that sometimes we look at it in the eye but we never sees it as an achievement~
coz we are too obsessed with materialistic world~ cash, fame, anything abt glory~
whichever way, the ending is the same~
starting from the day we are born,
we have our stories written~
This is our story. Mine and Yours.
from the beginning through the end, we sail through...

Lead, not Follow

these are Divas...

i like to work alone.
or i like to take the lead.
but when i meet someone who has a greater sense of leadership than I,
i always sit back and observe the way he or she works...

i remembered i read about "DIVA CODE" in a local mag.. and "lead, not follow" is one of it. 1) Be a Diva through and through. Believe that you have a right to want things. (Of course you are) 2) Know what you want and know your aims.
(yes, finally after years of sailing blindly i start to grab and work towards what i want in life.) 3) Be a perfectionist (i am partly a perfectionist) 4) Work very hard. (depends on what i am working on) 5) Maintain positive self image. (try to... =P) 6) Lead, don't follow. (yes, i tend to be in this category xD)

I believe all of us deserves the best we can get, so why not start believing you can?
now start marching down the path you intended to follow, follow your own thoughts and desires.

thinker

i spend time to think...a lot...

i get easily touched...
by all the small things happen around me...

i am sensitive, but in a positive way.
at certain period, my inner soul seem kind of fragile...

once touched, feeling starts to swell inside me..
yes feelings swelled.. but they do not destroy me..
instead, they got me stronger.
though fragile, i never break easily..
this is me.

Farewell... chu=chu... > < Happy B'day Fun fun! ^^

This is OUR story...

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ALL FOR ONE~ ONE FOR ALL! =P

Here we are...
at the crossroads...
heading towards each path that is quite different from one another.
once again we part
and once again our friendship is going to be tested...
this night letting me
seeing every familiar face again
tears hidden
then broke the barrier when the time we gather ended..
no worries my dear friends
let's make sure our friendship stays
stays through the hard times and joy~
stay strong through the test of time...


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*BBQ!! *

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the happy Chu~ LOL she's flying to UK soon! and she was receiving her "thoughtful gift" from us all~ Fun was our representative~ xD



look how happy Chu was!! ^^
we love you! <3>


it was also... a BBQ to celebrate Fun's b'day on 21st!! =D
she had been busy for the whole day for the BBQ~~~
she is such a GREAT potential wife! ^_____^



how glad we all looked!
we are ALL here!!
(well not really.. too bad some were absent... > <)



until next time we meet again! MWahhh

p/s: i was the camerawoman.. most of the photos were taken by me~~~ hundreds! hoho...

1 day Trip to...

MidValley~ xD to... do research. A-hem. Seriously, we were there to do research! ha ha but then in the end what happened? we ended up playing LEGO! LOL here's some pics to prove that we are not that OLD after all! ha ha

oh look~ everyone is so serious in building their castles! (all except MOE =P)



BOO!!




these... are my friends! someone is missing from the picture. I wonder who that is? not me of course... i was taking the picture.. of course im not in the photo. hoho~
oh yeah! Joseph is missing!! LOL
Joseph did not came along, that's why... marginalising himself. LOL
anyways... yeah, we pretty much did our research and we achieved our purpose of having fun as well.
My friends are nice people. ^____^ it's great knowing them. =)

Quite interesting ^^

Saw this from Nath's blog~~~

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS(english music only) .
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Complainte de la Butte (Rufus Wainwright)
Comment: Errr... I don't REALLY know what the song means...

2. How would you describe yourself?
Kiddio (Brook Benton)
Comment: MAN~ this song is age OLD! LOL i have this song in my library because i did a radio show on the 70's song! lol
hmm.. i don't think i am still a kiddo~ i have more to learn but... a kid? nah~ im not anymore.

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
You Can't Stop the Beat (The Cast)
Comment: ERRrr... i will notice a guy if he appears to be outgoing and friendly and nice and of coz... outstanding~~~ as for... "you can't stop the beat"... erm... no idea! haha

4. How do you feel today?
SuperSTAR (Jamelia)
Comment: YES! haha

5. What is your life's purpose?
Relax, Take it EASY (Mika)
Comment: whoa! partly true! we can't always get too stressed up right? =P

6. What is your motto?
Love Today (Mika)
Comment: Hmm... not really... ha ha
my motto is "STRENGTH" "PERSISTENCE" "RISK" "JOY" "

7. What do your friends think of you?
Tear Drops on my Guitar (Taylor Swift)
Comment: huh? not really~ my friends think i am a cheerful girl and outgoing too! hoho

8. What do you think of your parents?
Lonely no More (Rob Thomas)
Comment: My LOVEly parents!! LOVE you all~~~ my presence into this world makes your life appear bright and eventful and happy and warm and EVERYTHING good! haha

9. What do you think about very often?
I Love the Way you love Me (BoyZone)
Comment... hmm.. sometimes.. yes.

10. What is 2+2?
Qin Guo Qin Cheng (Xiong Ru Lin)
Comment: LOL for reaL???

11. What do you think of your best friends?
Moment like this... (Kelly Clarkson)
Comment: WOW so true!
the moment i meet my best friends and the moment we shared will always be my happiest moments!! =)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
How do i live (Trisha Yearwood)
Comment: well... i don't really have a person that i have in mind now...

13. What is your life?
My Interpretation (Mika)
Comment: TRUE~ my life= my interpretation of this world.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Feel (Robbie Williams)
Comment: yes... we have to always FEEL for things. everything in life. ^^

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Eternal Flame (Atomic Kittens)
Comment: WAH! so ngam!! =P

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
I will always love you (Whitney Houston)
Comment: wah~~~ so ngam also.. haha

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Solace (Vanessa Mae)
Comment: seriously!! i swear my media player is on shuffle!!

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Wherever You go (The Calling)
Comment: Wellll....

19. What is your biggest fear?
Kiss Me (Sixpence none the richer)
Comment: NO WAY! how am i going to deny a KISS? i love KISSES! =P

20. What is your biggest secret?
Smoke (Natalie Imbruglia)
Comment: I DON't SMOKE! Anti~~~

21. What do you think of your friends?
Lollipop (Mika)
Comment: oh! my mobile ringtone! lol my friends are sweet~ so... yeah~ maybe i can really relate this.. =P

22. What will you post this as?
You are timeless to me
Comment: Welll....................... speechless

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Phantom of the Opera (Andrew Lloyd Webber)
Comment: WAH!

8 people to tag:
1. ROBIN
2. ZHI
3. Essel
4. Christine CHOO
5. Lei MING
6. Chuan Guan
7. YOU! =P
8. and you!

*sHine*

Put one step forward than any other among the crowd and you'll see the difference.
there's more than hundreds and thousands people with talents out there~
so how to shine above all others and get yourself noticed by the head-hunters?
with so many talented people around, it's up to how you "sell", i mean, promote yourself that matters.

we have got to know what's our specialty and what we are good at and thus knowing how to flaunt it while we can, at the right place, and at the right time.
Step forward and shine!! :)
have No FEAR.

Get what you WANT in life. Read on...

Currently i am reading...
Secret by Rhonda Byrne
and
The Astonishing Power of Emotions: Let Your Feelings be Your Guide by Esther and Jerry Hicks

Adapted from the official site of The Secret, here's a description of the book...
"The Secret reveals the most powerful law in the universe. The knowledge of this law has run like a golden thread through the lives and the teachings of all the prophets, seers, sages and saviors in the world's history, and through the lives of all truly great men and women. All that they have ever accomplished or attained has been done in full accordance with this most powerful law.

Without exception, every human being has the ability to transform any weakness or suffering into strength, power, perfect peace, health, and abundance. The Secret explains with simplicity the law that is governing all lives, and offers the knowledge of how to create - intentionally and effortlessly - a joyful life. This is the secret to everything - the secret to unlimited happiness, love, health and prosperity.

This is the secret to life."
And the secret is: the power of universal "the law of attraction."

According to Byrne the law of attraction exists in various ways: "Nothing (good or bad) can come into your experience unless you summon it through persistent thoughts" (p. 28). "Your thoughts are the primary cause of everything" (p. 33). "Your current reality or your current life is a result of the thoughts you have been thinking" (p. 71). "This is The Secret to everything—the secret to unlimited joy, health, money, relationships, love, youth: everything you have ever wanted."

These two books hold the idea on the power of thinking that everyone possess. Our thoughts are really a amazing instrument which affects what we may or may not come across in life. If we anticipate for the worst to come, there's highly likely that we may end up in a situation that is not to our liking. Likewise, if we anticipate for the positive, our brainwaves will emit positive vibes all around in such its frequency and as a result, good things happen one after another.
Every thoughts that you and I have right now, will end up deciding what you and I may face in the future. the one fraction of second of thought may trigger a lot of different possibilities.

The "self" that we are now, is the result of our past thoughts and emotions. In order to improve our lives, we must first improve our thinking. It's just simple as that. Believing that you can actually change your situation for the better is vital. It's the state of mind which affects the emotions. it's like a chain reaction. thoughts - trigger emotions - affecting behaviour/ attitude- end result= the situation one landed in. To attain self- actualisation and happiness, our emotions is the key.

It is all about self-empowerment, self-fulfillment, and getting whatever we want.
why not try this out and start to change your life today??

recounting the first week at UCSI

First week @ UCSI~

Everything catches my eye in this campus.. LOL
i am like.. stepping to a whole new world.. a diverse cultural campus. which is VERY interesting indeed!

What's more interesting, is that everywhere i go, there seems to be new faces whom i do not recognise. well, i am the type of people who gets excited to see new faces, but only friendly new faces, that is. Not all are friendly, mind you. most of them just averted their glances while you come across them in corridors. what's wrong with a tiny nod? or a friendly smile? it just makes me feel like it's all too "robotic campus life"~
maybe i'll turn into just like them after a week or two.. immobile faces. > <>

all course selection drama have also come to an end by the end of the week. so that's my first week in UCSI, pretty much a good start socially, a little bummed with course selection, yet it's all in all a good 1st week.

Well, until now... week 10, New Era College is still my preferred college.. Im not complaining or anything... all i want is the DEGREE from UCSI.. i don't care anything other than that. =P I aim for success!!

Enjoy to be a DJ? Try this out! ^_____^

dream to be a DJ?
here's an interesting site which offers you to mix your own track~
before you start your journey to be a DJ, try this out~~~
Remember, practice makes perfect!! ^____^

http://www.tony-b.org/

MAN Magnet

are they... SEXY?

Yes, maybe...

what if there are some ways to help you to be a man magnet as well??

interested? READ on~~~ ^^

Here are three secrets of a man magnet:

* They are easy to be approached and has a cherry personality.

Man magnets are approachable and easy to talk to. Not only that, but they are not afraid to go up to someone and start a conversation. They are initiative and outgoing at all times. They aren't predatory. They aren't aggressive. They're friendly. They make it easy for a guy to talk to them.

They aren't always glamourously beautiful, but they know how to make the most with their assets. They dress well, have their hair in a flattering cut, and watch their diet and weight. Often, they have a routine workout regimen so they can stay in shape. And work out helps to boost their confidence as well~ However, there are man magnets who are overweight, and it didn't stop the male traffic to their door. WHY? they have the confidence and they take good care of themselves.

*They are definitely feminine. VERY.

Man magnets make sure that they smell good at all times, by wearing their own signature perfume. Man magnets will notice what's unique about you and give genuine compliments, so that you will feel good about yourself. They touch you often, fuss over your well being, and make generous gestures to make you comfortable. Who wouldn't want to be in her company? You will always enjoying to be near this person and let her take care of you, even if it is only for five minutes.

They are strong, independent but vulnerable at the same time.

They can face the most formidable task without blinking an eye, but sobbing at a moving story. They also know how to call upon their strengths and these women know how to handle themselves. However, they also know how to ask men for help, which is flattering to a man's "fix-it" macho's mind~~~

These three secrets can change your life. These are the basic characteristics of a man magnet. Develop these qualities and you too can have all the dates you want.

CHEERS! women~ ^^ *HUG*

Reference: http://ezinearticles.com/?Secrets-of-a-Man-Magnet:-How-They-Attract-Men&id=124543

15 Universal Truths about MEN

Speak from a man's mind...

1. When you speak softly, I can't help but listen.

2. I don't read minds. Remember, I am not a girl.

3. When I talk to you about golf and you act bored, it would be nice for you to remember all the times I listened to you talk about what is important to you.

4. I'm scared if I let a woman inside my heart, she'll take advantage of me.

5. I need to be told “no” sometimes. Not a lot, but every now and again reminds me that you are expensive.

6. The woman I love is easy to please. She appreciates the effort I put into making her happy, even if I get the details wrong.

7. When I’m upset I am very tone sensitive. How you say it is more important that what you say..

8. I don’t always know how I feel. That’s why I don’t tell you.

9. I hate it when you minimize/ignore my compliments. It makes me want to stop giving them.

10. If I do one thing and say something contradictory – Go with my actions, that will always tell you what’s in my heart.

11. If I don’t share what I’m thinking it’s because I don’t think you will listen without interrupting.

12. I don’t like to argue and I don’t like to guess what’s wrong. Just tell me so I can fix it.

13. It isn’t how much you weigh; it’s that your body is proportionate which is so attractive.

14. I don’t remember everything about our relationship and that doesn’t mean I don’t love you.

15. I find myself wanting to please you when you simply smile at me without asking for something. (Like a favor).

Girls... Next time before you both get into an argument, try to put yourself in his shoes... ^^

For ALL Women... ^^

女人都是美丽的。。。
每个女人都有自身的魅力优势~
没必要觉得别人比自己美丽
或觉得别人比自己出众。。

相信自己
通过自我提升、修炼之后
也是一道迷人的风景。。

外表漂亮与不漂亮不是主要问题。。
关键是，要让自己获得漂亮、丰富、健康、快乐和精彩!
多姿多彩的人生， 不是建立在别人的认同。。
而是自我了解与信任~
让自己活出最绚丽的人生!

Good vs Evil

I came across this from a forwarded email~ and i found this quite interesting...

In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word you can read is... EVIL. Can you catch my drift? LOL

Well, from Visual Communication or psychologically, this is yet another Gestalt Principle -- Figure/ Ground. Human's eye and mind tend to separate an object from (figure) from its surrounding (gound). Sometimes, referred to as positive and negative relationship just as shown above.

It's all very physiological too, because it visualize the concept that whenever there's good, there is always evil to contrast the good. Else, there will be no need to differ good and evil, is it? OR... it brings out the meaning that the absence of good is evil. ^^

so... what do you think?

it's all LIE

lies... all lies.
stabbing through and eating me slowly...
disturbing me. making me restless~
can't i just change my perspectives
and look away?
boys are troubling.. and untruthful..
well at least those i met are...
where are the good guys?
i need to get away...
i need to save myself before i plunge down
lower and lower...
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Livin' a single's life with confidence 洒脱-- 一个人过，也能过得很精彩

“一个人过，也能过得很精彩~~~

确实是这样的。。。
两个人过，有满多事情要烦恼。。
毕竟，维持一段关系不是那么容易~~~
一个人过，反倒轻松自在~~~ 洒脱的人生啊~~~”

这是我在好友的blog所给的一段回应。
有一位朋友说，我变得漂亮有自信了~~~
认为是爱情滋润了我的人生 催化了我的改变
不
我不是为了他人改变自己
或许我曾经那样做
但是
现在的我
更多的是为了自己

自己的人生
自己掌握
何必那么执著？
一个人过，也能过得很精彩~~~

fantasy of a virtual community

such a fantacy
we all living in...
all grouped in one virtual community
made up of none other than bits and pixels..
bonds made up of mere words and no true feelings..
what is this place?
where do we start?
how we end up here?
and how we get addicted?
how will it end?
"it's just a game", they say..
yes, it is.
but it's sad to see,
some people who takes this all too seriously
and end up getting emotionally distracted
by this virtual relationships~~~
it's amazing~
amazing how technology makes us mad sometimes.
it does.

Smile is...

(^^ highlight the smile on your face ^^)

SMILE

a toddler's smile is the purest smile above all

Smile- is a language of LOVE

Smile- is a way to get SUCCESS

Smile- is to win the HEARTs

Smile- improves your PERSONALITY

Smile- affects those around you with HAPPINESS

Smile- is the best accessories you HAVE that can bright up the day of yours and those around you

^^ME^^



i love it when you smile... yes, YOU. =P

We and the World, as ONE... 我们就是世界

我们就是世界。。。
我们的问题， 就是世界的问题。

我们的心太懒散了，
认为世界的问题不管我们的事。

-克里希那穆提

是时候为地球、为大家做点什么了...

Jumping away from Reality

How awesome is that if we can just jump into some places and time that we would like to reach instantly.

However, if we were to empower with such ability, people would be jumping here and there to escape responsibilities and to run away from all the hassle to straightly the end of all trouble -- success and glory; happiness and joy.

Do you not think you might be one of them who choose the easy way? How would you be so certain? I myself, would be tempted to do so. But to think it the other way round, how many events in life that I will missed if I choose to take the easy way of jumping away from the current time frame which causes me pain? well yes, life never cease to cause you all sorts of feeling everyone of us would like to avoid. Pain, fear, anguish, disease... But without all these emotions, what is left to life? it's too "heaven-like" that it's not "life" anymore. To feel alive, one needs to go through pain and suffer along with the occasional happiness in between. Everyone is fast-forwarding their life everyday.

How many details from events and happenings around you is valued? Not much or maybe none at all. All we want from our lives is to reach goals, as fast as we can. We always look passed a lot of valuable experiences that we may get if we take more time to slowly work our way towards our goals. But we done that without stopping to even draw a deep breathe. We march on and on with a sense of purpose, but losing identity at the same time. In the end, when everything is lost, as we get to the finishing line, then we realize the thing we have been chasing after, is not really the thing we really cannot live without. When everything is lost, then we realize, for some of us, things are too broken to mend.

Journey of Life

Hand in hand we strive for goals

Until the journey ends

never ending effort

tears and joy

until the day comes

let us join forces

and savour this moment

this journey of life

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love and hate

"hate is easy, love takes courage"

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to Blueblue
appreciate your self worth and don't evaluate your worth on the guy who hurt you the most.
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my favourite two sketches...

one of the top two sketches that I really like...

i just love sketching. =)

the key to my heart

who holds...

the key to my heart...
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seas of unknown faces
whose images passing and fading
never stays
looking at those unfamiliar faces
i thought...
and
i wonder...
who
holds the key
to my heart.

Trust and Believe

the importance of trusting people...
Trusting one another is the essence of friendship and any other relationships.
though, when you trust, you are putting yourself out there at risk of being deceived or fooled. well that's a pessimistic thinking~
you gotta know, putting trust in people sometimes acts as an encouragement and it helps those who needed that trust from you.
People who feel not trusted might lost hope and feel displaced~
just like... got no one or no where to go to.
Trust gives us strength.
Same applies when you believe in yourself, things do seem lighter and everywhere you go, there is hope isn't it?
that's how it is when someone who needed trust receives some sort of support from me or you. ^^
start believing that no matter how hard you fell, there is always a willing hand to pull you back up. those who trust and believe in you will. =)