Distance

even a milimetre distance away..
can be so captivatingly suffocating.
i am stubborn. those that seem unreachable is always where i am heading.
wanting to get so near, and thus the distance in between became more and more materialsed as if made of cold hard rock.
communications seem hanging like a thin thread, threaten to break at any second.
as i edge nearer, everything seem to be threatening in turning into vapour.
and therefore i moved away, and then it all became foggy and an air of mystery added to the already unreachable.
getting tired of entrapping within this dilemma.
wouldn't it be easier not to care as much about everything in this world?
yes, it would. it will be less of a hassle, too.