books

i love books!
call me a geek. haha
or bookworm.
but i still love books.
but i ain't nerdy. :P

new year plan...

new year, new resolution

and here's my new year resolution:

1. be a good student

2. attain my ideal weight

3. get a weekend part time job at a event company

4. get connected to all friends from the past (primary, secondary, college)

5. have more outings than 2008

6. go to parties

7. be more active

8. meet more new people (both locals and foreigners)

9. be healthy, stay happy and getting prettier! haha

10. meet my special someone

other than all above resolution, here's a new year wishlist of mine.

it's a wishlist so basically i can wish for anything right? haha =P

1. colour contact lens (ordered and it's BLUE! *cheer*)

2. a new bag (that can fits all of my stuffs)

3. more heels (feel sexy in heels)

4. mobile phone (i want a fold mobile phone for a change)

5. a handy, easy carry mini laptop (so i can carry it to classes easily)

6. new pair of glasses (i am a part time contact wearer and this glasses i have now has been around for... 5 years. Gosh! > <)

7. new memory card for my camera (mine is still 512MB and believe me, that is NOT even close to enough)

8. more scarfs (white/ black/ yellow)

9. and some books. need some good read.

10. and lastly.. love! haha.. something money can't buy. xD

ah... i will be 22 next year! that's fast! when i was 16, i had never ever thought how i would be like at the age of 22. and here i am. 21 going onto 22. =P

Appreciate life...

Why people choose to commit suicide, but not to face responsibility or the possibly disastrous event in his life? Is it easier to face death than fear of losing something fragile like credibility, fame, losing face, wealth, to face reality? Almost everyone fear of death. Yes, you can't say everyone is fear of death. Because there's never such a thing that is absolute. Hardly ever. so maybe those who choose to commit suicide aren't fear of death. well... that's just an assumption.

So, if they are not really thinking that facing death is something like meeting old friend, why do they have the courage to face death, than to face responsibility? those who have chosen to end their life early... do they not fear of death? why do they do it then? if they fear of death? what made them choose to follow this horrible one way trip instead of trying to solve the seemingly disastrous thing happened to them? yes, some tend to think that it is the end of the world when our deeply loved partner left us for someone else. To them, it IS the end of the world. the world just crashes in and they feel suffocated. If they do not get suitable advice and support, some... like many of those who had done it, choose to end their lives early. But come to think of it, the disastrous things happened to you and me, maybe is not that disastrous after all. There are more and more people out there who had to go through lots of what we call "disastrous events", which may be tens and thousands time more tragic comparing to the problems we faced.

Sometimes, it is good not to take life too seriously. Indeed. 'Cause when you tensed up yourself too much, you might get too involved and end up feeling miserable when things do not go your way. Try to lay back, relax... spend more time reading and talking to those interesting people around you. Exchange ideas, and jokes and anything you know about. Sharing always leads to stimulation of thoughts and ideas.. you might eventually get a soul mate who you would never dream to missed out in this lifetime. who knows?

CHEERS! xD