一个人的故事 （小品）

在雨中漫步，不可自拔。。

打从心底发疯似的呐喊.

风纳闷。。你为了什么而抓狂？

雨心疼。。振作啊！

逆风而行。。寒风轻触表肌渗入心肺。

坚韧的防线慢慢的出现裂痕。

感觉上稍微的碰触就会将他的防线全面瓦解。

他的坚持到了哪里去？他到底在坚持什么？他要证明什么？还可以证明什么？

不安腐蚀了他的思绪。。也逐渐夺走了他的自信。

但他还没崩溃。。还没。。。

继续在雨中蹒跚不去。。

他知道，接受雨的洗礼，可以让他看得更清楚。他坚信。

他知道，他必须离开了。

勇于面对失败。

没有后退，没有退缩的余地.

他必须扛起失败的责任。

她的背叛让他失去了好多。

松懈。。放下。决定重新开始。

这场雨见证了他的决心。

他迎风而去，脸上慢慢绽放出笑容。

他知道，明天的他，将会与众不同。

we are never complete

we are afraid of being lonely.. hence we always find things to fill up our lives. so that we feel... fulfilled. just a theory though.

but, between the lines, there's just some realness.. when we feel that we have nothing to do, we always end up with something to do. to think deeper though, all the things that we do to fill out our loneliness, are they meaningful enough to fill our life?

see this in another light.. everything that we have done, have its consequences, may it good or bad. meaningful or not, it's another case.. something that we do might not enhancing our knowledge, or wisdom, but perhaps it brings certain happiness into our lives, or into your friends' lives.

there's a theory that saying "why running away from loneliness? why not just stay there and face it and try to understand loneliness?"~~~

haha, this gets my head spinning..

we run away from loneliness coz we are afraid of being lonely. why are we afraid of being lonely?

we are afraid of being lonely becoz we likes to communicate with one another.

why do we communicate then? so that we can understand more about this world. we can't really totally understand our world even until the end of our lives. hence we are all eager to know more about this world through the lens of other people. because our perspectives are limited.

oh yeah.. don't get all serious with "i know that" "i understand that" "i have totally achieve this, i am thus complete".. no, you dun know at all. all that we perceive is only part of the whole. there's more that we have not yet explore.

each of us see things differently, which some of us frequently see some parts of the truth and others see the other parts of the whole.

we are never complete.

Jumping away from Reality

How awesome is that if we can just jump into some places and time that we would like to reach instantly.

However, if we were to empower with such ability, people would be jumping here and there to escape responsibilities and to run away from all the hassle to straightly the end of all trouble -- success and glory; happiness and joy.

Do you not think you might be one of them who choose the easy way? How would you be so certain? I myself, would be tempted to do so. But to think it the other way round, how many events in life that I will missed if I choose to take the easy way of jumping away from the current time frame which causes me pain? well yes, life never cease to cause you all sorts of feeling everyone of us would like to avoid. Pain, fear, anguish, disease... But without all these emotions, what is left to life? it's too "heaven-like" that it's not "life" anymore. To feel alive, one needs to go through pain and suffer along with the occasional happiness in between. Everyone is fast-forwarding their life everyday.

How many details from events and happenings around you is valued? Not much or maybe none at all. All we want from our lives is to reach goals, as fast as we can. We always look passed a lot of valuable experiences that we may get if we take more time to slowly work our way towards our goals. But we done that without stopping to even draw a deep breathe. We march on and on with a sense of purpose, but losing identity at the same time. In the end, when everything is lost, as we get to the finishing line, then we realize the thing we have been chasing after, is not really the thing we really cannot live without. When everything is lost, then we realize, for some of us, things are too broken to mend.