a friend

for this blog post, i am going to write about a person, a friend of mine.. to be exact.

this friend of mine is kind of the person who is very rebellious.. and deep. by deep, i do not mean that he is a deep thinker. (i dunno if he is, maybe he is a deep thinker) by deep i mean, he is hard to be understand by others.

perhaps he does not want to be understand.. perhaps he thinks that understanding by a few of his inner circles friends is good enough. well, yeah.. i guess so.

he is a type of person who can be really crazy and playful, however keeping you at a distance. at one point he is close, at another he is drifting away.. or else unreachable.

maybe he is a type of person who is very emotional...

looking at his exterior appearance, he is very cool and all... and tend to give cold shoulders to those he does not see eye to eye.

he is a person with a personality of his own and he does not give a damn to what others say.

just as i mentioned, he is rebellious. and sometimes, it is hard to communicate with him.. as i said earlier, he like to keep people at a distance. we all understand him this way.. and so we go by his rule..

however, i am curious.. very curious of what is it all about, in his little inner world. what is playing inside his head??

almost everytime i talk to him, he replied back with rude remarks. but it is not that he hates me.. he TALKs that way.. with all the L words and F words.. well, you can imagine it all..

you may think he must be a wreck.. someone who is not worth being friends with..

coz he is kinda creative and smart. he has his own interest and he is very good at it. very. quite talented if i must say..

but why is it that he can be so rude to friends who show him concern?

he is just like sending us signals.. Don't be too close, or i will bite.. or u will burn yourself.

sometimes, even though he is rude, he still shows concern in his words.

this is what intrigues me. very much..

till now, he still remains as an enigma to me..

well... hardly ever see him anymore.

coz everytime wanna catch up with him, im asked to belanja makan abalone. ha...

he's crazy.

p/s: he is not someone i admire or whatever..