love

my ever so supportive mother! <3 div="">

only when there is love

when there is love, everything appears to be wonderful.
when there is love between two entities,
the sparkle and the bond shall be strengthen by a seal of kiss...

photography by Spencer Finnley

random thoughts

what i am looking for is that one second of miracle.
yes, just one second. is enough...

it's that season of the year again...

spread the love and be merry 24/7! ^___________^ <3

CNY.. part 1

Chinese New Year.. brings all together under one roof.
Yet, is the heart still attached to the root of the family?
is everything as it once were?

Desire

okay, this pic was randomly taken. lolz
okay i admit. he is cute. xD

and i want to add, this pic was taken under the urge of a friend.

he is cute what.. haha

anyways, putting this aside and let's talk about my desire on fashion.
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控制自己的欲望
i got to have my desire under control. else, my purse is going to bleed like hell (already bleeding badly though)
i desire for lots of stuffs lately. namely, all about fashion.
i am not a fashion goer. but though, lately i am more fashion conscious. though i still make wardrobe malfunction from time to time. oh well, experimenting is a good start. (yea i am just starting ... lolz i am such a late bloomer)

better start now than later, coz... working in mass media is all about packaging isn't it? lolz

控制自己的欲望

imagine me buying all these. what... i will have to splash... like... RM1000? lolz. those shoes not come as cheap!! lol.. i guess i gotta collect them slowly along the way. picking up pieces by pieces. and become a fashionista someday? HAHA. Nah. xD



dang, think i am making this as my signature pose. lolz
until i update again! peace out! <3>

totally random (THREE) where is my...

LOVE?

probably because i was being asked so many times lately of "are you in a relationship?" that me also starting to get worry. lolz

it is not something that is within my control so, even though i am placing much anticipation on starting a relationship, but then... just like everyone says, it will come and i believe so.

i am stronger than i thought *pray*

i don't know why i can still manage to type right now but i guess i am stronger than i thought.

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my mom went for her regular checkup this morning and came back with a devastating news.

her brain tumour is found growing again.

and the doctor says that it will grow in mass due time...

so what's best is to refrain it from growing.

this is the third time my mom's tumour strikes again. but this time we are lucky that we found it early. (the first two diagnose ain't that lucky, those two tumours were super big when we found them).

it is sad that after the first tumour was removed, the second regrown rapidly in 3 months. and after 3 years, now, it starts to grow again, at the same place, pituitary adenoma, and situating exactly where the optic chiasm is.

she will be fine. I believe so.

Growing tumour in the brain where the optic chiasm is, ain't big deal.

she can go through the first two, she can definitely go through this for the third time.

i am sure she will be fine.

even if she has to go through the third operation, she will be fine.

because we will be there for her.

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even if she can't make it...

well, i am the kind of person who tend to have even the tabooed thinking.

even if eventually i can't have more time with her...

even if these 3 years is the only period that my mom managed to get back to our family after the brain tumour in 2005, i will never regret. because these 3 years have been the best time i have with my mom

*pray*

and *pray*

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she is a wonderful mother.

and she is kind.

she deserves more goodness.

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pondering love

当你选择放弃你的最爱时，别想再能将它找回来。- 胡佳伟

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a friend of mine ended her relationship lately.

he was not the love of her life, but she was still pretty sad when it ended.

he wasn't her loved one; she wasn't his either.

lacking of passion made their relationship go stale.

who is your loved one?

whom would you sacrifice for the most?

would you let go, even when you can hardly live without him/her?

when you sacrifice your love, will you ever find the same love ever again?

is love replaceable?

some say "no"...

some think "superficially yes, but deep down and truly, they think it is irreplaceable"

some say "yes".

is it possible to have two most loved?

no? why not?

why is it always just ONE?

i am not implying anything, i am just pondering.

what do you think?

a short note on first love

it is difficult because every first love is the first touch of love.. something fresh and exciting that a couple may explore together. it is through first love that enables us to enter and introduced into the world of "love" between partners, and hence we will grow along with it as time goes on. with more experiences gained (after first love) we will know what kind of personality is compatible for us. good luck everyone in seeking the best one for you! ^^

outing with mom n dad

just thought of sharing some photos. xD

my mum! xD

we look identical.

okay, maybe not that identical.

but.. i think my mum smiled in quite a cute way in this pic.

and this, is my dad.

he seldom take pictures.

and when he did, he rarely make faces.

but in this photo, he did! haha

all he does all the time is to look straightly to the camera and stand stiff and smile in a rather stiff fashion. lol

well anyways...
there's not much to show.. we seldom take family photos.. coz my parents do not really enjoy taking pictures.

unless, there comes a time where everyone is either to sit or stand quite still and have the best, well practiced smile to face the camera; to take pictures for important occasions.

haha...

so... there you go.. the rarely taken photos of my parents. ha ha

i love them!

*HUGzzz n kisses*

oh well.. they do not approved of hugs and kisses.

but then... who cares?

they love it despite the disapproval! xD

the extraordinary thing that we call LOVE

The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed.
- Jiddu Krishnamurti

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that's why we say "love changes everything".

Wall- E

Wall- E

the infamous emotional driven robot

or rather, a robot who... is full of wonder.

a true hero..

and this is Eve, Wall- E admires her very much..

it was a Wall-E movie outing... ^^

the story about.. the robot who is quite attentive to details... and cherishes the important (apparently, diamond is of no importance to him.. but then, he may be right on that part)

a robot who loves. and not afraid of showing it...



trying to impress Eve with all of his discoveries.. in the dumps human left behind.

starry sky... what's out there? he was lonely.

everyday, he does the usual... compressing tons of trash into cubes. and bring back anything peculiar or seem special to him, in the little tool box..

his little companion, sir cockroach. a sign of life on earth after the great pollution that driven all human to live in outer space, to leave the earth behind. didn't they say cockroaches can survive the greatest of disaster and still remain unscathed?

another sign of life... a small green plant.

and the first time he saw Eve, he was... mesmerised.

first time traveled out of space.. he was in the rush/on the quest of "saving" Eve.

and he succeeded. and won over her heart.

he is lonely no more...

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some thoughts...

the moral of the story, other than love.. of course is to warn us human about caring for our earth and space (yes, space as well) by not creating more non biodegradable/ indestructible trash...
through the movie you can also see how human become so rely on the robots that they turn into... walking zombies (no idea how to put it as more appropriate..) well.. they just eat, sleep and talking and lying down doing nothing.. not even taking shower on their own! they can't even stand, for god's sake, so forget jogging or swimming or running. it's in human nature to rely while we can. take things for granted. and these are all reflected in Wall-E.

Review: What Would You Do

"what would you DO?

what would you do if you can't do anything but just lie there?

what would you do when it all gets so cold out there that you felt nothing?

what would you do when you find that there's no one but yourself who care about you?

If you lying there, would you be thinking about your nearly impossible future? or the past? would you do anything, anything at all to change your present situation? or just lie there silently, not wanting to draw too much attention and clearly wanted to be forgotten?

If the world out there became so cold and selfish, would you be one of them? or shutting away all of that and be a lone warrior? fighting against the main stream?

If you find that you are alone in this world, so lonely that your presence seems to be a thread away from turning into vapour, what would you do to change that? would you recall the warmth you used to feel, and show your gratitude for that? or just held the hatred towards this world for not to understand and accept you?

If you lost the mobility, you should not give up cause you are still alive. you can think, you can talk. you can stand up straight again, believe it. while there's life, there's hope.

When the world out there gets so cold, stay strong and hold on, for there might be other warriors struggling too.

when you think that the whole world walks out and turns back on you, you are wrong. you are the one who shut them away, not vice versa. it's how you see things that makes the difference."

maybe the road stretch ahead seems clouded,
and there may seem never ending as the lonesome follows,
you are not alone...
with your family by your side,
u gotta have a strong believe that you will be fine,
as strength keeps one alive..."

written by Cherish (wenQ)

to share with every lone fighters out there... you are not alone.

Life is...

Life is...

Life is a Challenge Meet it

Life is a Gift Accept it

Life is an Adventure Dare it

Life is a Sorrow Face it

Life is a Duty Perform it

Life is a Mystery Unfold it

Life is a Game Play it

Life is a Song Sing it

Life is an opportunity Take it

Life is a Journey Complete it

Life is a Promise Fulfill it

Life is Love Love it

Life is a Beauty Praise it

Life is a Spirit Realize it

Life is a Struggle Fight it

Life is a Puzzle Solve it

Life is a Goal Achieve it

p/s: this poem is taken from a local newspaper a few years ago. ^^

15 Universal Truths about MEN

Speak from a man's mind...

1. When you speak softly, I can't help but listen.

2. I don't read minds. Remember, I am not a girl.

3. When I talk to you about golf and you act bored, it would be nice for you to remember all the times I listened to you talk about what is important to you.

4. I'm scared if I let a woman inside my heart, she'll take advantage of me.

5. I need to be told “no” sometimes. Not a lot, but every now and again reminds me that you are expensive.

6. The woman I love is easy to please. She appreciates the effort I put into making her happy, even if I get the details wrong.

7. When I’m upset I am very tone sensitive. How you say it is more important that what you say..

8. I don’t always know how I feel. That’s why I don’t tell you.

9. I hate it when you minimize/ignore my compliments. It makes me want to stop giving them.

10. If I do one thing and say something contradictory – Go with my actions, that will always tell you what’s in my heart.

11. If I don’t share what I’m thinking it’s because I don’t think you will listen without interrupting.

12. I don’t like to argue and I don’t like to guess what’s wrong. Just tell me so I can fix it.

13. It isn’t how much you weigh; it’s that your body is proportionate which is so attractive.

14. I don’t remember everything about our relationship and that doesn’t mean I don’t love you.

15. I find myself wanting to please you when you simply smile at me without asking for something. (Like a favor).

Girls... Next time before you both get into an argument, try to put yourself in his shoes... ^^

Smile is...

(^^ highlight the smile on your face ^^)

SMILE

a toddler's smile is the purest smile above all

Smile- is a language of LOVE

Smile- is a way to get SUCCESS

Smile- is to win the HEARTs

Smile- improves your PERSONALITY

Smile- affects those around you with HAPPINESS

Smile- is the best accessories you HAVE that can bright up the day of yours and those around you

^^ME^^



i love it when you smile... yes, YOU. =P