attraction

it is just so strange... and i am talking about attraction.

all these while, i just can't seem to find any guys that i am attracted to.

i had a few in the past but in recent two years, it's all empty.

... alright, i have met some interesting guys but.. too bad, we do not click. haha sad case right? so till now none that i come into knowing have really attracted me or attracted to me.

and i have already got sick of hearing "what that is yours will always be yours" OR else "yours will come in its own time"... blah... BORING. and have heard enough. all i wanna say is... i wanna get myself a BF! lolz.. and i don't care when and how and who and where. regardless of nation.

i am the type of woman who believes much on female independence (emotional, financial and sexuality), men should wash their own clothes, make their own bed, capable of making their own food (i will cook but he will have to know how to as well). that's just what i think men should do.

maybe you will say... probably because i do not believe in these old cliches and ideas that i am so failed in romance? Ahhh... maybe. Many if not most Malaysian guys are still very male egoistic. HA! there you go. i said it, don't beat me up because it's true.