one step after another

one step, after another... we take.
getting closer and closer.. we are.
but once we are there... we halted.
we hesitated.
there is a fine line between truth and lie..

there is also a fine line between what's wrong and what's right.
there will also always be a fine line between what's ethical and what's not.
and every now and then, we trace along the border of the contradicting sides...
carefully not to cross too much over to what we perceive as "not right".
but as we wait..
and wait...
lots happened and time can never bring them back.
what are we waiting for?
what hold us back?
deliberation.. on what? about what?
just one step further then everything will be fine.. or will there be more to come?
will our choices lead to our perturbation in future?
taking too much into consideration slow things down.. and might even make us missed out opportunities of a life time..
however, we can not not to weigh things before making decisions.
we are afraid of losing what we already have once we make a decision that seems to push beyond what we are familiar with..

then if we dare not to make any further progression, should we just let it stay there?
don't ask me..
because this battle in my head seem endless..
and sometimes, i would rather just not to think about it too much.
Let the time decide.